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DCIS: The latest news

Normal  boob, left; cancerous boob, right.
Normal boob, left; cancerous boob, right.

The New York Times, one of whose hobbyhorses is overtesting for and overtreatment of women’s breast issues, has decorated the front page with the latest report on DCIS (ductal carcinoma in situ, a poorly named condition that may or may not be a breast cancer precursor). Some 60,000 women a year are diagnosed with this vaguely understood malady (if malady it is), and most are treated with lumpectomy plus unpleasant chemicals plus unpleasant radiation or with mastectomy, with or without the added unpleasantries. Many of us, myself among them, opt for double mastectomy, just to end the torture.

And the Times reports that all the frenetic treatment does just about nothing to change the outcome: that women with DCIS are no more likely to die of breast cancer than the ordinary woman on the street, a member of the “general population.” Those who do die — an extremely small percentage — “die despite treatment, not for lack of it.”

Yes. Well, this is not exactly news. The study, published yesterday in JAMA Oncology, essentially confirms what we already know: the widespread hysteria over breast cancer and the frantic push to screen every woman on the planet with mammography lead to widespread unnecessary treatment and mutiliation, accomplishing rather little.

I knew this at the time I got sucked into the mammography/mastectomy vortex. One of my doctors, an oncologist, openly admitted I was probably being subjected to unnecessary treatment. But the problem was then — as it still is now — that so little is known about DCIS that doctors and patients alike are afraid to take risks with it.

Possibly as many as 80% of DCIS occurrences may never evolve into invasive cancers. Estimates range from as few as 20% of cases to as many as 50% of cases turn into cancer. We do not know the correct figures, but we do know that some proportion of DCIS does morph into invasive malignancy.

Why do we not know? Obviously, since we have established that the phenomenon can signal the advent of or turn into invasive cancer, it would be monstrously unethical and immoral to leave, say, 10,000 women untreated while treating another group of 10,000 women with the tools we presently have, just to compare the outcomes. So…we cannot subject this ailment (if it is an ailment) to the gold standard of scientific research.

We can make some inferences, though, based on observation.

What we’ve seen over the decades since we began treating DCIS as though it were cancer is that for women over 40 who are not Black, the outcomes have not changed. Dr. Laura Esserman, probably the leading exponent in the movement calling for some sanity around this issue, points out that if life-threatening invasive breast cancers start out as DCIS, then deaths from such cancers should have dropped dramatically as detection rates have skyrocketed. But that’s not what’s happened at all:

During the 1980s, before the mammography enthusiasm, women found to have DCIS numbered in the hundreds. Today, 60,000 women are treated for it every year. And there has been no change in the rates of true cancers.

Some researchers in the minimalist camp feel that most women should not be treated for DCIS, other than perhaps to remove the aberrant cells. Eighty percent of women with DCIS are not in the high-risk categories — young or black women or those with tumors bearing telltale genetic markers; that 80 percent may be fine with no treatment.

How do I feel about this, after a year of disruptive, painful, and frightening treatment culminating in removal of both breasts?

Well, of course it pisses me off. But not much.

In the first place, there was an outside chance that the DCIS in my right breast, which was extensive and probably had been there for many, many years, might have morphed into a cancer that could have killed me before some other natural cause picked me off. As a practical matter, it’s far more likely that I’ll die of cardiac disease. It’s probably more likely that I’ll die in a car wreck. But why invite trouble?

The surgery accomplished two things:

1. Lowered my chance of developing a breast cancer to something less than 1 percent; and
2. Obviated the need for tamoxifen or aromatase inhibitors (both of which have some very nasty side-effects) and for radiation therapy (whose very nasty side-effects can surface 30 years after the fact).

It also brought a stop to the unpleasant and bothersome trips to the mammography machine. I will never have to get another mammogram again, thank God, because there’s nothing left to mammographize. 😀

If I had been much younger, say in my 40s or even 50s, yes, I’d have been very upset about being converted into a boobless wonder. However, at my age…well, I see it as cosmetic surgery! It removed two unsightly blobs of flesh that were competing to see which one could reach my bellybutton first.

And what a boon, to be able to walk out the front door without first having to get oneself lashed up in straps and cantilevers! The comfort level and the simplicity factors are amazing.

 There are, however, some assumptions the supposed experts make about mastectomy veterans that annoy the hell out of me.

For example, we are repeatedly told that women who ask for a double mastectomy do so because they’re terrified that the condition will “come back” in the other breast. We are assumed to be so stupid that we don’t understand that a cancer (or a DCIS, apparently) in breast A does not “come back” in Breast B; we can’t get it through our silly little heads that a recurrence in the contralateral breast is a new entity, not a spread from the original site.

And we’re thought to be unable to grasp what our real risk of recurrence is — i.e., very low. Whenever the subject of elective double mastectomy pops up in the media, invariably the language states that women do this “to be safe” or “as a precaution.”

No. Women do this because they don’t want to be lopsided.

Some women are bright enough to figure out exactly how harrowing breast “reconstruction” is — and how unlikely it is to lead to a truly satisfactory outcome. Quite a few women who opt for double mastectomy after some condition has appeared in only one boob do so because they’re choosing to go flat: because they choose not to put themselves through months (in some women’s cases, through years) of painful surgery.

If you decide you are not going to have a bag of silicone gel implanted under your pectoral muscles or you are not going to allow a doctor to slice flesh off some other part of your body and slap it on your chest, then it makes sense to have both boobs removed, so that you will not be uneven. This obviates back and neck pain, posture issues, and problems with clothing.

With a tabula rasa for a chest, I can go out without any artificial accouterments — almost all of my existing clothing accommodates this — or if I please, I can use one of my old bras (not one of those radically expensive special mastectomy bras) and fill it with knitted foobs that are very comfortable and, shall we say, amazingly convincing. Instant va-va-voom, if I so please… 😉

Another aspect of the breast cancer mania that I find extremely annoying is the screening enthusiasts’ hoots about five- and ten-year “survival” rates.

In the first place, most breast cancers are pretty slow-growing. From start to finish, such a malignancy is likely to take more than five years to kill its victim.

Second, the advent of hypersensitive screening mammography skews the reality of supposed survival rates by detecting conditions at an early stage without changing the fact that the condition is going to kill you by a given date anyway. Here’s how it works.

Let us suppose you develop a malignancy that will spirit you away in eight years, no matter what. It has few symptoms, and so you are unlikely to notice it until fairly late in the game, say, two or three years before you die.

If your cancer is detected, two, three, or four years before it would naturally do you in, then you are said not to have survived for five years with it.

But let’s suppose the very same malignancy is spotted by an ultra-sensitive mammogram, only it’s spotted after it’s been there for, say, two years. You have surgery, radiation, and chemotherapy, but in fact the thing has spread around and you’re a goner. You’ll be a goner after it’s been in your body for eight years — no matter when it is discovered. Because it was discovered six years before you die with it, you appear to have survived for longer than five years.  Thus, presto-changeo, you are counted and touted as among the “five-year survivors.” Even though you have survived nothing.

You host the disease for the same amount of time. Your survival of the disease has not changed. Nothing has changed except the deployment of a piece of equipment that for many women makes little difference in the number of years remaining.

Along the same line, women who are operated on, drugged, and irradiated for DCIS are dubbed “survivors.” That is ridiculous. The mortality rate for DCIS is extremely low. Many, possibly most, of them would have lived a normal life span whether or not their DCIS was discovered, and whether or not it was treated. DCIS is not cancer!

“Survivors.” {snort!} I find that term excruciatingly annoying. I am not a survivor. A patient, yes. Probably a victim, yes. But “survivor”? Give me a break!

When you are sick, you are not at war. You are just sick. You are not doing battle. You are suffering a disease and hoping you will get over it or will not suffer unduly at your dying. You are not fighting. You are undergoing treatments that other people apply to you. You are not a hero, you are not a warrior, you are not a survivor. You’re a sick person.

Then we have the cutesy term “lumpectomy.” Doesn’t it sound better than “mastectomy”? No one wants to tell the little woman, of course, that a lumpectomy is a form of mastectomy: it’s a partial mastectomy, also called a “quadrantectomy” or a “segmental mastectomy.”

Nor does anyone bother to clue you that the re-excision rates for lumpectomies — repeat surgeries to go back in after “missed” cells — are simply phenomenal. On average, re-excision rates stand at over 30 percent. However, they vary by doctor, with some surgeons racking up re-excisions rates of 70 percent.

God, I hate sugar-coating. It’s impossible for me to imagine that most adults would prefer to have treatment delivered to them swaddled in euphemism.

Do we really need to be subjected to childish prattle to be able to deal, as grown-ups, with the inevitable? Why?

Taking a Brief Break…

“Brief” is the operative term. After several frantic weeks, things are cruising along on a fairly even keel just now, so I think I can take off a morning or so to rest and try to think. Actually, I should run out to a grocery store, but the crushing heat discourages one from venturing out of one’s burrow.

We are now ready with about a dozen racy bookoids for Camptown Races Press. That will provide about a month or six weeks’ worth of uploads, if we’re putting them online about every three or four days. With any luck, we’ll be able to run a month or so ahead of that.

Book V of Fire-Rider went online this morning: Kay’s Ghosts. After an angry confrontation leads Tavi to rebel against Kay’s apparent lack of empathy, Kay asks Tavi how he thinks he (Kay) came to learn the Espanyo language. In the absence of an answer, Kay’s horrifying personal story emerges, one that parallels Tavi’s and possibly even outdoes it.

Yesterday I spent some time trying to learn how to use Twitter. The “hashtag” thing has always been a mystery to me. I guess it amounts to a user-generated search term. Apparently you can found one simply by typing it into a tweet. And apparently you can associate a tweet of your own with a larger community (as it were) of people nattering on the same topic. Say, for example, something like “Camptown’s latest #eroticromance just went online at Amazon: http://bitly.hotsytotsy.”

The first experiment with Tweetvertising is branded (uhmmm… I guess that’s the term) with #FireRider, #postapocalyptic, #futurehistory, and #adventurestory. Now I need to find some cool things to share with readers, so I’m not just blitzing folks with ads.

Can you post images on Twitter?

What I don’t yet understand is what the “@” symbol is supposed to do. I think it’s some sort of identification badge.

And can you create a Twitter account or an entity in a new  name, or are you limited to one account? I think the FunnyAboutMoney Twitter persona was created way back in the day, by the delightful Mrs. Micah. (Remember her?)

Same question applies to FaceBook: can I create a site for Camptown RP and the Ladeez? Since certainly I can’t be blitzing my coreligionists, who comprise most of my FB “friends,” with news of lascivious literature.

Also yesterday I made an interesting discovery that will allow me to build a large and entertaining backlist quickly and easily. Better not discuss that here: it will soon become evident what I’m getting up to. It’s a stealable idea, and I think it’s best not tip my hand before the launch.

Working on learning how to make “boxed sets” compiling related bookoids under one electronic cover. You can do this cheaply using freeware called Gimp, but I think I’d rather have Gary Bennett, who designed the Fire-Rider cover, create the things, since he’s a pro, he has many years of experience with PhotoShop, and the result is likely to look a lot more professional than anything I could trick out in a program I don’t know.

Must decide today whether to cancel the New York Times.

The paper uses a local delivery service that also throws the Wall Street Journal and the Arizona Republic onto people’s driveways and into any available puddles. This delivery outfit just stinks. One of two specific reasons I canceled the Republic was that they used to call me on the phone about ten days before the bill was due and harass me to pay up right that minute, as though I were a deadbeat and was late on payment. (The other reason is that the Sunday paper contained nothing but advertising and went directly into the recycling bin without even being read.)

The Times wasn’t delivered either Saturday or Sunday. On Saturday, I don’t believe they came up our street at all: I walk the dogs before it gets too hot and so can see whose driveway has a dead tree on it.

I called and complained. No paper was ever forthcoming.

On Sunday (apparently as a consequence of my complaint), everyone else got a paper but I didn’t.

This is not the first time such a thing has happened, and it’s far from the first time I’ve complained about this bunch.

I have an “educator’s” discount for the Times, which makes it marginally affordable. Still, they’ve raised the bill with some regularity, to the extent that if I canceled that paper, I could use the money to subscribe either to the New York Review of Books (a favorite I can no longer afford) or to The Economist (a weekly that I’ve always coveted).

An online subscription comes with the dead-tree subscription to the Times. If you want to read the Times online only, you have to pay for the privilege. I don’t know if it’s a lot less. Nor do I know whether I would want to pay for the privilege: though I use it all the time to post links to Times articles, I usually find those articles first in the hard-copy version. And I do not find reading the thing on a tablet to be very alluring.

But even when they do deliver the damn thing, these days I rarely get a chance to read it. I’ll look at it while I’m bolting down breakfast, and then I’m launched into 14 or 18 hours of nonstop work. That means I may read maybe two or three pages. Why am I forking over money for that? At that rate, one issue of The Economist would provide reading material for an entire week of breakfasts.

I want to support the little high-quality journalism that survives in this country. But hell. Donating to Pro Publica or PBS would accomplish that.

Such a deal.

 

How am I whipped? Let me count the ways…

It’s 8:30 p.m. I started working at 7 a.m.

Well, wtf? That’s only 13 hours. Why do you suppose I feel so whipped, whapped, and brain-banged?

Actually, I got an enormous amount done today, some of it by serendipity. Big accomplishment is finishing the last installment of the Travelers series. My dearly beloved freelance writer/cowriter has written five of the seven pieces for that magnum opus. And it must be said, she’s a lot better at it than I am. She’s an amazingly good writer, and — mirabilis!! — she has a sense of humor.

Ô that rarest of the rare!

Her stuff is fun to read (think of that: p0rn that actually is, objectively, fun to read…). So I’m hoping we’ll get some serious traction once we start to post Traveler stories to Amazon.

Anyway, I finally finished doing my part: mortaring in the chinks around her solid bricks with my little addenda. They’re not bad, but they’re not as funny (on purpose) as hers. 😀

Also today an amazing discovery came my way: a large cache of vintage erotica has slipped into the public domain. It’s out there for the taking, and it invites republication in new and elegant forms.

You think 50 Shades is something new? Not so much, my friends. It was outdone several generations ago. Let me tell you raunch! Let me tell you BDSM!

Well, I shan’t. I’ll let Camptown Races Press tell you.

The seedling of a new plan sprouted today: a Camptown Races sideline to be labeled Classic Erotica, presenting repackaged and freshly decorated vintage smut. This could be highly entertaining. Oh, no. It will be highly entertaining. Some of this stuff puts 50 Shades to total shame.

I tried on a new template for the Camptown Ladies. Tell me how you like this one. I couldn’t get that handsome cowboy(oid) (OH! let’s just pretend he really IS a cowboy!) any larger without resizing him in Preview (again), which I ain’t a-gunna do. Just click on his gorgeousness for the full effect. He is, in a word or three, to die for.

Another of the day’s several projects was to get a grip on the workflow involved in “publishing” a bookoid on Amazon. It’s truly a tedious, time-consuming project, one I hope some day to foist off on an admin, virtual or in-person. To do that — and also to make my own efforts work consistently — I wanted to begin writing down a step-by-step checklist of the process involved. Yesh. The problem is, as you may note, that some of these “steps” are not single steps: they’re a whole series of steps folded into one “to do.”

Book Publication Checklist

Which Book:_____________________________________
Which Series:_____________________________________
Publication Date___________________________________
Place cover design, PDF, and .docx files in same folder

1. Design Cover | Need not be perfect for Bowker

Obtain Shutterstock copy
Record book the image is used for
Design image in PP
Check that image is correct size
Save to DropBox
Save to hard drive

2. Get ISBN | Assign 3 ISBNs at the start of each week

Proofread MS copy and be sure content is adequately formatted
Create PDF and store to disk
Record correct ISBN by COPY&PASTE into spreadsheet.
Enter ISBN here:
Enter correct ISBN on copyright page

3. Format MS

Format Word MS in plain vanilla
Check that A-level heads are marked “Chapter Title”
Insert links to preceding bookoids in series
Insert links to appropriate websites
CHECK links to be sure they’re not mail-to!
In a series, insert link to vh Amazon author page for future stories
DO NOT insert “chapter number.”
Delete any header or footer content
Replace section breaks with page breaks
Check all character formatting: use styles
Check all paragraph formatting: use styles
Proofread content again
Update TofC field on a PC
Check ISBN on copyright page
Check  for correct title information on copyright page
Enter credits for artwork on copyright page
Enter plug for upcoming bookoids and other bookoids at end
Enter link for Camptown Ladies at end

4. Post to Amazon

Enter preliminary data in form
CHECK THAT SERIES & VOLUME ARE GIVEN AND ARE CONSISTENT
Format image to required size
Upload image
Upload MS
Check in Kindle reader
Make corrections
Re-upload to Kindle
Recheck in Kindle reader
Finalize upload

5. Clear data from DropBox | Move folder from DB to hard drive, containing:

Move images from Images collection to hard drive
Move cover jpegs from bookoid directory to hard drive
Move Word file from bookoid directory to hard drive
Move PDF from bookoid file to hard drive

6. Begin Publicity

Post teasers at websites
Post teasers at social media sites

7. Publicize | ASAP after bookoid goes live:

Post widgets at websites
Post links at social media sites
Hit up reviewers
Tell friends
Hand out flyers at SBA, WVWW, choir
Send notice or newsletter to mail list

TO DO: BUILD MAIL LIST

Dear God. “To do”: Finish bourbon & water and go to bed…

The Enterprise: Things Are Looking Up

Welp, I’m feeling a great deal less prickly today, so we’ll replace those crabby-looking cacti in the header with some cheery flowers. The enterprise — actually, both enterprises, blogging and micropublishing — are beginning to look up.

Today our heroic new Web wrangler, Grayson Bell, managed to get the last of the Blog Empire over to our new host, BigScoots. It’s been a long haul: we first moved the whole gigantic package to WestHost, but that proved to be a big mistake. After a week or more of intense frustration, we decided to cut our losses and choose another self-hosting site. He’s worked with BigScoots before and highly recommends it.

And yea verily! All of the sites are now working like a dream: lightning fast speeds and no glitches. So far.

It’s been a very long day (again). As usual, I didn’t get any of the scheduled writing time in. But I did get all the transferred sites tested, and I started populating the sites for the Racy Book Publishing Venture:

Camptown Races Press and
Camptown Ladies Talk (my favorite!)

And I published another episode of Fire-Rider to Amazon today. It’s not live yet — takes Amazon 24 hours or so to put these things online. But it’s on its way, anyway.

This morning I made a presentation to the Scottsdale Business Association, the bidness networking group I belong to. Subject: What I learned about publishing on Amazon. I’ll probably post some version of that at Writers Plain & Simple, now that said site has been revived. It was really down and out, pretty much for the duration.

I’m whipped. I’m hungry. And I need a bourbon and water. But at least we’re back in business.

And so, until tomorrow!